My Time Working at Stripe

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Burnout, depression, and recovery

  • Many commenters recognize the described symptoms as classic burnout: demotivation, “brain fog,” loss of interest even in hobbies, and wrecked sleep.
  • Several share multi‑year recovery timelines and stress therapy, rest, and self‑compassion rather than self‑blame.
  • Distinction is made between burnout and depression: overlapping loss of engagement vs. deeper hopelessness and suicidal ideation.
  • Consensus that once you’ve “collapsed,” quitting or taking a long break is often the only real remedy.

Meaning, impact, and big‑company work

  • Repeated theme: in large companies, individual impact feels negligible, deadlines feel meaningless, and endless backlogs erode motivation.
  • Some left big firms for startups, self‑employment, or even simple service jobs and immediately felt more agency and satisfaction.
  • Counterpoint: others say you can “move the needle” in big orgs by finding high‑leverage projects and sponsors, though such roles are scarce.

Work identity, ambition, and comparison

  • Many criticize tying identity to employer, prestige, or founder admiration; performance reviews and billionaire attention are seen as fragile validation.
  • Suggestions to redefine “meaningful” work to include small, concrete contributions and relationships, not grand missions.
  • There’s tension between being driven and the damage from perfectionism, constant self‑comparison, and people‑pleasing.

Management, performance reviews, and politics

  • The surprising “partially meets expectations” despite a clear technical win is widely viewed as poor management: late feedback, focus on process over outcome.
  • Some defend big‑tech hiring and review systems as intentionally biased toward rejecting more candidates to avoid costly bad hires, accepting randomness and false negatives.
  • Others argue results are indistinguishable from random and heavily shaped by politics and manager/team quality.

Workplace vulnerability and boundaries

  • The “be 10% more vulnerable” exercise is one of the most contested points.
    • Critics: inappropriate and coercive given power and group dynamics; risks oversharing, later weaponization, and unwanted amateur therapy at work.
    • Defenders: optional, potentially healthy for tight‑knit teams if focused on modest or work‑related vulnerability.
  • Strong thread that managers should not act as therapists; real friendships at work should form organically, and employees must protect privacy.

Coping strategies and advice

  • Common advice: treat work as “just a job” from day one, cultivate a rich life outside work, set hard time boundaries, and don’t chase impact at the cost of health.
  • Others emphasize meditation, philosophical frameworks (e.g., Buddhism/stoicism), or side projects as healthier outlets for ambition and creativity.